Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I find that time is a funny thing. I notice that at times it flies by so fast and at other times it drags on. As a child time seemed longer. Summer vacation was long enough and winter ended as it always should. As an adult I have noticed that I feel like time is slipping away. It seems to travel faster than I can catch it. Therefore I am trying to embrace the moments as I can and let them gracefully glide by so that I am ready for the next memory to start. And yet here I am, sitting, waiting and thinking, "It's going by too fast!"
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Even though I have decided to add three days of employment to my life, I still have to stick to my cleaning routine. I am pleased to say my bedroom has been scrubbed from top to bottom. I could have done a little more, but there are always things to do. I now have started on Ariana's room and I might add that if that child does not grow up to be a great artist I will be very disappointed. She has used her white bead-board as a lovely canvas. It was a difficult day because I was behind, but as I have finished up my cleaning and as I am waiting for McKayla to clean her room, I find peace. I am at peace with myself and my home. Yes, at times I stress too much on my house, but I realized why. It is something that is important to me and brings me relief. Granted I am not too far for diagnosing myself with a compulsion disorder for now I will relish in my fresh smelling carpet and dust free ceiling fan.